I don’t know what’s your problem with Katy Perry + Japan. All I know is that I can sing Katy’s line after SNSD’s.
I could wait around for a thousand years, I will love you unconditionally..
No time’s left for this blog to be updated regularly so here, I offer you just this wee bitten apple and my boring statuesque form on an elevator door’s reflection. Blame him.
He’s in extreme South, I’m in true North. But fck distance, we now look the same lol. #LDR #LDRworks #andperks #anniversary
I was in search for the most sought thing on earth by me right now, a lime green phone shell. Ok ok. I know there are more thing to think about but you know, I expected a lime green phone and I want a lime green phoneeeeeeee.
So there, the preliminary search went to nothing so I’m launching another one on the next days or week or uhhhh basta. To ease my material sadness, I bought a Kikomachine shirt instead. Rakenrol!
I also treated my mom the same day, and finally, we have a photo together! P.S: Recently, I got sick too and mommy stayed beside me the entire night and hugged me :3
OMGGG it’s nearing.. SNSD’s English album! I can feel the The Boys thrill again! West, be good to me babies!
And, happy 10th month, bastard <3
My training week(s) has gone very well. At last, in my stay in our company, I met friends within my same age-range! Though it’s a bit hard to be “hard” on them since I’m acting as their trainer. Sorry guys, in few days, you’ll see the jolly Rain. Yes, new friends. I have Jem, Motus and Marjulino. And Jeric :3
They all seem liking me, to materialise, they gave me a kilogram of chocs last week. Now, that’s real sweet.
It’s sad that my closest girl friend at work will resign. The bad/good thing is, we asked her to, not because we don’t want her there, but she’s nearing termination and we want her records clean. I’ll surely miss the girl. Another good/bad, I’m getting her schedule, meaning.. back to weekends off!
And since she’ll be gone, I’m searching for a new close friend at work. A target now, is one of my previous trainees. Last time, I gave him chocolates; next, we shared a single slice of giant slice of pizza. No homo!
And hooray! My new phone arrived! <3
Because you have a kawaii boyfriend, I'll give you not just flowers, but also balloons, because.. they are just cute.
Because you have a kawaii boyfriend, I'll let you wear stuffed slippers, I'll also wear such but yours are pink stuffed pig slippers. They'll make you remember you need to be fat.
Because you have a kawaii boyfriend, you have to get your lap empty from anything while watching TV, no pillow, no popcorn bowl, no remote. Because being kawaii means being like a cat, a cat that will rest his head on your lap.
Because you have a kawaii boyfriend, you need to wear bunny ears that I'll buy you, wear it while we walk at the park, with the balloons, plus a cone of strawberry ice cream.
Because you have a kawaii boyfriend, you have to dance with Kissing You, or else, you'll have no kiss for a week, maybe.
Because you have a kawaii boyfriend, you are obliged to endure action-packed cheek-pinching activities, and also, pillow fights.. or even bed fights.
Because you have a kawaii boyfriend, you need to watch cartoons during weekend mornings, you are not allowed to hold the remote at weekend mornings.
Because you have a kawaii boyfriend, be ready to get spooned and to spoon, then get spooned again and so forth, I change sleeping positions like 8 times an hour, and I hug like a koala.
I can also spoon you when you're doing office works or even when you're doing the laundry or when you're cooking. You have to get used to it.
Because you have a kawaii boyfriend, you never have to worry, kawaii boyfriends may be stubborn, but they are mushy and I know you like mushy things and I'm perfect for you so wear those bunny ears now.
I never felt used like this used this week at work.
Two weeks before, I was planned to handle the job of training the new class which was eventually taken from me for reasons I can’t accept. Their decision then hit them in their faces so they asked the workforce to give another week of training for them which would be a repeat-class. It means I will repeat everything that was “taught” to them. Duh.
I never laughed like like that in my whole life.
The class is cool. There’s this funny-all-boy group, the boring manang-group and all. The job made me remember my supposed-to-be job, then all the frustrations came back.
Nevertheless, I still enjoyed it and I know they enjoyed me too. The management asked me to have a rest next week and handle the training class the following week. Now, they know how to decide. Ha!
I saw this cliché tumblr photo post with like clouds or whatever and it had text over it that read “why is our generation so sad?”
And like it’s funny because the answer is right there in the photo that has thousands of notes: our generation (at least a lot of our generation that is on tumblr) uses the internet as a vehicle for getting attention, and when you are sad you get attention and so everyone wallows in that sadness, reblogs depressing things, hyperbolizes depression, falsely self-diagnose themselves with emotional and mental disorders that don’t exist but that then are born out of nothing simply because people convince themselves they are there…and the internet gives a kind of glamor or glory to being sad, because it suggests a depth and human complexity that we assume cannot be present in people who are happy.
This isn’t true, or course, but essentially, being sad is “in” especially on a site like tumblr where depressing things are popular and allow one to gain attention and a fallacious sense of care from others. Now I’m not talking about people who are actually depressed and who actually use their blogs as an outlet. I do that myself too. But I realized about a year ago that a lot of the times when I would go on tumblr, the only reason I was sad was because half of the posts on my dashboard were sad. Even something as simple as “humorous” posts like “I look like shit all the time :)” are inherently sad and depressive and people need to realize that (as the #1 rule in behavioral psych) behavior affects attitude, NOT vise versa.
If you put yourself down repeatedly, insult yourself and your body and continuously wallow in sadness without trying to feel better about it, then you WILL be sad because it is the behavior itself that induces the mood. If you try to act happier, if you stop repeating the negative things you are used to saying, even if it is something as seemingly trivial and negligible as “I look like shit today”, if you really try to stop yourself from saying things like that, from constantly bombarding yourself with things that are sad, you will ultimately change your attitude as well. Again I’m not talking about people who are actually depressed and use tumblr as an outlet, I’m talking about the thousands of people who are actually mentally and emotionally stable and could reach happiness if they stop forcing depression on themselves when it is not there. (Though the behavior-affects-attitude ideology also works for those who suffer from depression, so remember that if you try to act happier, if you smile more, laugh more, you can feel better after a while).
I myself was severely depressed over a year ago until I realized that most of it was coming from the fact that I was not trying to force myself out of the sorrow because it was a comfortable feeling. That’s the key. You have to recognize that you and only you have the power to change how you feel. And that makes you really powerful indeed.
6 years with SNSD. I love you, my girls.